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Thursday, December 15, 2005

I'll stay
You go
I'm fine
with or without you

ohmygosh i'm finally back from camp. missed everyone! am currently talking to ele :)))) lubs! actually i just had my choir practice in church, so that means i have been in church since sunday morning. gosh. anyhow, children's camp was pretty alright. i just felt i was slacking ALOT :O very very bad.

the children were so damn hyper! its like chaos almost all the time. so tiring to ask them to keep quiet and listen. ended up now that my sore throat is back and i'm coughing like mad. urgh :( plus my stupid nose is leaking. the past few nights of little slp probably contributed half of it also. i was actually dozing off during the choir practice just now cos i was really exhausted. slept at 5.30 in the morn and woke up at 7 in the morn. yeah one and a half hours of slp to last me till now.

last night's debrief was a whopping 4 hours. there was just alot to talk about i guess. and then after that, all the sheparons (me and the other teens who were helping out in the camp) went to play ping pong (phong.haha). i was talking to uncle desmond abt some stuff. later at night after we bathed, me, ziyi, caleb, marissa, gabriel, my brother and uncle desmond continued talking abt our best news/targets/dirty little secrets. hahah alrightt it was interesting i must say, ALOT of things i didn't know! tsktsk. and i had no idea my brother knew quite a bit abt my stuff which i DID NOT tell any of my family abt it. stupid boy you checked my stuff aye! HURR anyway happy belated birthday.

i never thought i would tell them my stuff this easily. it was like i never wanted anyone in church/family to know (except vania who's in england). somehow i could just open up to them? which i felt was really good, cos in a way, i needed ppl in church whom i can confide in. its like i just felt comfortable telling him stuff which i don't intend to tell others about. so yeah thats one. now all of them know abt my stuff, including my brotherr who went to tell them stuff abt me. you stupid boy! >:( okay nvm thats history. at least i've made things clear so no more gossiping pls.

many many things coming up. i really wanna go for blackOUT, but i found out my family's gg to malaysia then. so now i'm trying to convince my dad to allow me to stay at home alone. which i may not succeed in cos you know its not very safe and they won't know what i'll be doing everyday. guess i'll just have to wait and see. christmas carolling at orchard this sat night :) looking forward to it! i just hope my throat heals by then. christmas eve and christmas service too. one way jesus is a cool song to play. yeah i finally had the chance to play the bass! :DDDDD haha though it was a very last minute thing. i was frantically trying to rmb which freight to play. hahah but it was alright. i felt so cool playing it. hurr :\

okay i think i shall go get some sleep. i need to start sleeping earlier if not my cough will never go away. i miss my comfy bed! :)) and believe it or not, i missed my giraffe. heh okay goodnight!

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