and the new com is really cool. wheeee :)
okay random entry, i shall go catch some winks so i can continue studying later.
there is someone i wanted to talk to since a very long time ago.
yet, i have no idea how to approach you because it just seems as though an invisible wall is blocking us. and its so thick, it'll take a huge amount of effort to knock it down. but i don't want to lose a friend.
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Is it everything you've dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger
and you had everything to lose?
Figure out why
This feesl so wrong when it
Felt so right
Felt so right four years ago.
tired, and possibly stressed out.
school is getting really exhausting and pointless. worrying does not help either, but i can't help thinking how bad i'm going to screw up my common test.
and why does it seem like people around me are facing relationship problems. break-ups, and the stupid reasons behind them. i can kinda understand where celina is getting at. yet getting together is like another difficult task. uh, i don't know.
cell on friday night is anticlimax, but then i realise that every sesh i would be able to find something that is relevant to my life. and today's happened to be this part about moving on.
'holding on to the good ol' days in the previous group may prevent you from builiding good relationships in this new one.'
how true. applies to practically everything. for example my current class? its like i keep on comparing my class to my ex-class (which was really damn fun and everything) and fail to forge strong bonds between my classmates. glad that i'm closer to them now. and it applies to relationships too doesn't it.
i just wished things were never this way. i don't like it cos it makes me feel uneasy. its like i can't be myself and i feel so forced to put up a front. i don't like it at all. right, and my dad just msged me to chase me to slp. urgh spoil my chain of thoughts but whatever i'm quite tired anyway.
We both chased.
haha v'day was highly hilarious. it turns out that i went to watch that fun with dick and jane comedy with tart. and it was super funny la i swear, i was laughing like some mad pig at certain parts of the movie. HAHA. then met jonas and his friend for dinner. woah jap food was damn good! must go back there next time for lunch, heh.
and town was so filled, almost every girl/woman was holding a bouquet. haha how cute. and i was just holding two bags of presents, with that hanger from huihui jutting out. haha can't forget what jingtat said abt ------. but anyway thanks to everyone for their vday wishes and presents :) cheapthrill lovin' was still kinda fun. oh aand look what me and phy did during chem tutorial. heh
yes we did this behind tohtoh's back. harhar :)
okay thats it for vday. time to start mugging for CTs. urgh.
I bet you pick it up and mess around with it.
and so cny is over. class 'lou hei' and 'yum seng' highlights. haha



okay and tmr is valentine's. all my stuff are more or less done i suppose, haha. can't believe i spent so much time on things i'm giving away to others. but oh well, its an annual thing so its alright. spreading the love is a good thing :) hmm and i can't believe i bumped into andrew twice, both times in far east. haha funny interesting dude. had quite an engaging chat while waiting for our orders. and the pants i wanted to buy is gone! damn it.
i've had quite a bit on my mind lately. i wonder if its a good or bad thing. just things which seem to make me question abt my self-worth, or just myself. or the fact that friendship is such a fragile thing or how some ppl are genuinely nice that the whole world loves them. huh nvm, i've got entangled thoughts which i don't quite understand either. and i'm starting to think andy might be right, vday is lame. haaah, a day of cheapthrill lovin' (for ppl like me.)
2.4 today was urghworthy. haven't had shaky knees for a long time now, and worse i missed 14secs to an A. okayy guess that i just recovered and the lack of exercise was to blame. haha
school isn't exactly that great. failing tests and tons of hw, what's new? plus looking at all the stuff i have to study for the coming common test in another 2/3 wks, i doubt i'll be able to make the grade. i've wasted the first 2 mths of this year, its like everything and everyone is moving like a bullet train, i'm moving like a snail. its scary how time just passes so quickly, i don't want to imagine the big A's.
half-done v'day cards are screaming for my attention. and i really ought to finish them cos i still got quite a bit to do. and i'm gg to buy chocs tonight, at least there's smth to like look forward to?
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you.
We're falling apart to half time.
Dance Dance by Fall Out Boy is kinda catchy. ohh and Diana DeGarmo has a fab album, thanks ele for the songs! haha okay anyway, have been reaching home the past two days at horribly late hours. my weekend was practically spent on visitations and in and out of my grandma's house. but then for that sake of my hongbaos, i guess visitation is more or less fine. hah
hmm and despite all the eating during cny, i can't believe i lost 1kg still! eggciting :D i'm kinda motivated to run, after being kinda sick for the past week and missing today's 2.4 felt really urghh cos i think i was plain lazy or something. okay madness i bet once i start running, i'd want to stop. haha so loser.
ooh and v'day is next week! gotta hurry with all the stuff i'm doing and giving. spread the love! hahah right. gahh i'm tired although i didn't do pe todayy :( and i gotta study for upcoming common test. ahh depressed.
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad because we're here.
oh wow i haven't felt so good after such a long day. chem test was horrid, i'm just hoping i don't do too badly. but other than that, (other than my blocked nose, cough and headache) everything else was good.
hahhaha mike is damn funny. he's like the funniest dude i've ever met and he never fails to cheer you up, with his crazy antics. looks what he did with my phone!

actually he took a nine photo shot so he was like changing expressions throughout. haha damn funny seriously.
bowling seems to be getting better cos the ppl there are nice. wish i had gone to join them for dinner but oh well next time maybe. charmian and charissa are two very nice girls :) hahah and malcom, nicholas, liang jie, jeeyuen, yimin, nadia are all very nice ppl. so yay!
ohh and crazy songs exchange with daniel! haha thanks dude. anyway i am wanted as a best friend. wow. haha and really appreciate all the concern. you guys know who you are. yes i will drink lots of water. ahh and i just rmb eugene said i'm forever thanking ppl on my blog. hahah okay.
hmm i have some thoughts but i shan't say them here/now. pretty random, oh wellll. okay goodnight, goodbye.
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