Love will tear us apart;

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Is it any wonder?

If one day you find out that you've been excluded at a particular gathering of people, which you might supposed to have been invited to, would you:

be angry but act like it doesn't really matter, but inside you're really sore abt it
tell everyone who asks you why aren't you at XYZ's that you didn't know anything abt it and seem pretty loserish
be angry and think of a thousand and one reasons why you weren't invited, and then try to find the best one to cover up so that you feel less miserable

Think think think. You can tag your answer if you want to share, because I bet I'll still win all of your answers! Hahaha okay here's a part of a song for you to enjoy.

Is it any wonder I'm tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right

Sometimes
It's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know where I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand

11:41 PM;

Friday, January 30, 2009

Me against the ~~world~~ universe.

I have school every thurs and sat for the whole of Feb, and that is totally not helping my mood. Yknw, I'm not a very people-person and I don't really start conversations (eventhough sometimes I will try to). So if nobody really bothers to talk to me then I'll be stoning, and thats what happened over dinner because I honestly felt it was a waste of time? Like I do not absolutely see the point of meeting up for dinner when everyone was sitting on a long table, and obviously the person at the end (me) would not be able to include him/herself into the conversation in the middle of the table. So I was talking to the person beside me who was also rather, bored.

Perhaps this is the reason why I'm always not that important. Because others outtalk me, they are witty and I am not. They are sociable, I am not especially when I'm moody. They will make the effort to join in, while I prefer to just sit and listen. And fyi I really hate it when ppl joke about me being damn quiet, because I am a listener and is that really a crime?? Just because I don't talk as much I automatically fall behind.

Its okay I believe today was just one of those bad days and I'll be fine tmr.

12:39 AM;

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Say a word or two to brighten my day
Do you think that you could see your way

To lay yourself down
And make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for

1:46 AM;

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Gong xi gong xi.

For once I don't feel very excited to spend cny, eventhough Van is back and we cousins can do our annual visitations together. I think the lack of sleep and possibly alcohol has taken a toll on my health the past week, I can't seem to feel energetic for anything.

So I had this amusing dream just now while napping, and it involved talking to someone whom I haven't spoken to in ages. It felt so natural, so real, that when I awoke I wondered if it happened before. I kinda miss the time when I first knew you, eventhough it was silly, it was real.

Ok nvm, I'm gonna help my dad pack red packets now ciao!

10:48 PM;

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Egg-throwing is not good, kids.

I got a crazy surprise just now from three egg-throwing kids HAHAHA tsktsk how naughty. I don't think you'll find broken eggs on your car funny at all. However, the thrill of it all must have been quite exhilirating, right?

We were browsing Catalog while at Botak Jones at Scape Park (did anyone even know there was a BJ there???!) the other day with John and we saw something really hilarious.

These have gotta be the most ingenious shirts ever HAHA.

The rest of the LUST SUPPER collection at NewUrbanMale.com

Oh yeah and I posted my wishlist! We can never get enough of the things we want, can we? I think I'll add on more when I have the time. Non-physical stuff included.

2:38 AM;

Saturday, January 10, 2009

What the heck.

The Killers + M83 performing together in a concert??!! Fly me to the US now omgomgomg. I'm checking out concerts in London during June, and guess what?? KINGS OF LEON ON THE 15TH/ 16TH/ 30TH WOOHOOOOO. But I think all tickets are sold out and the ones on resale are crazily expensive, like 89pounds and above (when the original price was only 38pounds).

Sian, I really want to go for a concert overseas!

2:54 AM;

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Diamonds in the dark.

One of the few things I actually enjoy doing with regards to walking is taking long strolls in the night. Its as if I have all the time in the world, to think and recollect my memories. And as I'm looking at some pretty old photos, I realised how much everyone has changed. And also, how boring my life now seems.

Back in sec 4 with the girls. How old school

This was the best class everrrr though it lasted only for a short 3 mths

HAHAHA and we had the neoprint-taking phase of our lives

Spastards?!

2T37 like where on earth did everyone go?

Ok sorry I didnt turn up for class gathering I had smth on!

Anyway I don't have school till next wed (AWESOME!) and even so, I only have classes on wed + fri next week. Guess I have more time to spare for lazing around at home, and doing my readings. Great!

9:59 PM;

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Peach, plum, pear.

I didn't expect Seven Pounds to be such a tragic movie. I was desperately trying to hold back my tears by frantically blinking my eyes but at the very end I couldn't, they just came flowing down my face. And when the credits were scrolling, all I could utter was, "So saddd..."

School has started. I know I said my resolution was to be a mugger this year, and I'm gonna try writing notes after each lecture so that I don't die when exams come. Its pretty hard to stay awake during class esp when I have 8.30am lectures the past 2 days.

You know what? I'm gonna re-decorate my room cos its so boring and because I havent got down to doing it ever since I shifted. I'm quite hopeless I know. There are spiders living in my room hahahah I have no friggin idea where they come from. Yes, desperate attempt at spring cleaning for CNY.

OH Bloc Party's gonna play at Home Club on fridayyyyyy but I think I wont be going cos there wont be any tix left... unless everyone decides to flood Zouk instead since Armin is spinning. Can anyone send me his music so that I understand why everyone thinks he's the best DJ in the world?? Yah TQTQ in advance, and I ought to slp soon before I search for food at home.

11:23 PM;

Saturday, January 03, 2009

All I can say now is,

WOW HOW INTERESTING.

3:10 AM;

Thursday, January 01, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hiiiii everybody who still visits this, happy 2009 and yucks to the start of school again.

Okay so I have not been blogging at all the past few weeks because I've been so caught up with other things and the only time I'm online, I spend it on facebook, clearing my emails, msn and online shopping/browsing. I haven't bought anything online for almost a month! Thats kinda awesome haha.

Anyway, I don't have time to reflect on the past year as yet because afterall half of it is school. Well other than the fact that my friends are back from all over the world, and I'm spending more time with my family and also the very fact that I finally enjoy mambo.

So, everyone tends to set New Year's resolutions for themselves and I guess I did too. Although you know, most of them don't even happen. But for 2009, my resolutions are:

To be a mugger (oh this is gonna be so hard)
To lose weight (this might be hard too)
To spend more time with God (I really really need to)
To try more DIY stuff! (I have an arty inner being in me hawhaw)

And actually I have a longer list of things I want to do in 2009, like going for more concerts and to visit UK and getting a new hair colour. Oh and I think I'm going to try to attempt to grow my hair till its halfway down my back.

You know what? I'm spending my first day of 2009 at work which is totally not cool, but the double pay I'll be getting kinda evens it out. Okay lets hope for better things to come in 2009!

1:36 AM;