Love will tear us apart;

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I've never seen anyone so stupid and idiotic to come back to his room, see water on the floor from a leakage in the ceiling and leave it there to go play computer. So you think the water will dry up itself? Hello its your own fucking room so go and do smth about it. And dont bloody shout at me when I cleaned it up you asshole piece of shit. Retard

6:12 PM;

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

She stays hidden,
And nobody knows what's inside
That fragile shell
Waiting to be broken.

I had a good mind-numbing karaoke session this afternoon, and it was super entertaining looking at the guys being drama mamas. Its good therapy you know, singing your lungs out. I'll go again after my exams in may.

Anyway, cell once again reminded me abt certain things and I know I've been putting it off thinking there's always a tomorrow but this isn't some insignificant matter I can lay aside, so I'm gonna get down to it. I don't know why there hasn't been much of a motivation for me, I feel so bad but then it fades off so quickly and I'm back to where I came from. Its such a sick cycle of emotions, I'm starting to wonder if they are genuine or not.

Oh btw, my new specs make me look like a teacher right. They're FCUK frames, and look rather intellectual. Hoho I've had pretty good comments abt my hair and my smarty pants look so far so its good I guess.

Okay, gonna have some me-time and rest. Its study day tmr so wish me luck hah.

11:38 PM;

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

New specs!

11:07 PM;

Everyone loves some attention once in a while,
Some just seek it blatantly all the time.

4:50 PM;

Monday, March 23, 2009

1:07 AM;

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Pokerface.

This was such a nerve-wrecking experience. I had to catwalk in heels, pose at 3 specific positions and wear disgusting white leggings. The makeup was cool but very very exaggerated. Anyway its over and I'm quite glad haha. It may be my first and last time doing smth like that, fun though!

12:31 AM;

Friday, March 20, 2009

Yupp I have red hair. Well you can't tell from the pictures but its REALLY red under sunlight and warm lights. The back of my head is brown though, Kelvin did a rich redwine + dark pink on the fronts. Not highlights, he dyed a whole patch alternating the colours and layers. And yupp I'm gonna tone it down after his grad show tmr. Kinda excited and nervous at the same time.

Oh and look. I found the weirdest gummies in my brother's room. The things man make to excite themselves tsk.

Okay thats all, more updates after my exciting weekend!

1:32 AM;

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Feel. Love. Thinking of.

I know its kinda late to buy a 2009 planner now but I did it anyway. Afterall, its only March, there's still April to Dec! Plus it was only $10, inclusive of the Effiel Tower and was the perfect size I was looking for. How could I say no?

Oh I am very excited for tmr (wed) because I'm most probably going to collect my new specs and then gonna get a fringe (no worries no chinadoll hairdo) + new highlights. My hair is taking forever to grow, I wonder how long it'll take for it to reach halfway down my back. Nevertheless, its free hair-makeover again! I'm just a little worried about friday :/

On a suckier note, I'm officially ill and what bad timing may I add. My assignment crazy days are over and I'm sick, what is this!!??! Plus I'm starting to feel that big hole in my almost-good-as-trash wallet after all the retail therapy the past month to make up for the schoolwork stress and no life.

Okay gonna pop some panadols and head to bed.

1:02 AM;

Friday, March 13, 2009

Just dance.

This has been one helluva week I've been going to NLB for the past 4 days consecutively mind you and I've been sleeping at hours past 2/3am waking up for school at 730am trying to keep awake during lectures then heading to NLB again only to leave the place at 630pm.

THIS IS TIRING.

After this weekend (hopefully I'll be 95% done with my motivation essay), I'm gonna take a week long break and play my guts out before hitting the books again. Anyone who needs to study can pull me along cos I need to study for my damn exams too. And to de-stress I've been spending way too much money on food and shopping. Maybe I should convert to taking photos of my deranged self hahaha.

I like the last one hahaha because I look so ridiculously spastic and I think it makes a great advert lol. Credits to Phong's ~~Porn~~Pawn Shop for the $$ shades.

11:45 PM;

Monday, March 09, 2009

Given a chance, I'm gonna be somebody.

One week and I'm not done with my stupid ER essay. I still have HMT essay to complete by this coming week. GRRRRR >:(

The irritating thing about my essay is that its so broad, I don't know what not to include. Ironically, I'm having difficulty reaching the word limit. Because I keep getting stuck on so many thoughts and pointers. I hate to do research because I don't like reading and scanning texts, picking out the relevant information, then throw the rest of the book away. Its bad for the eyes.

On a happier note, I am actually quite motivated to complete my work. Looking forward to the 17th! And also, I'm gonna get a new phone and make new specs hooray. Finally I get my geeky specs done, I can wear to school and convince everyone around that I'm a nerd at heart. HAHA

I heard an interesting comment made by someone from a friend recently. Its quite funny that someone actually had such thoughts but its not like it matters to me, I just found it amusing.

Okay I shall get back to my essay wish me luck!

12:56 AM;

Saturday, March 07, 2009

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Friday, March 06, 2009

Just look at the crowd. Yesssss Jason Mraz was really awe-worthy! You can't see from this picture but he had his 'super band' along with him. It was much better than expected, well mainly cos the crowd was also enthusiastic. But Mraz was funny. He has this weird accent, but he's just entertaining and cheeky. Kah and I kept laughing at his antics.

So we were all anticipating if he was going to perform Lucky and guess what. He invited Joi Chua?? Actually I always thought her voice was quite good, Ive heard her chinese songs. But then when he announced it everyone had mixed feelings, you can hear that the cheers paled in comparison to Mraz. But I thought she did well anyway and she got to hug Mraz! LUCKY.

Okay the videos are taking forever to upload, I give up. I'll try uploading another day. He sounds as good as his cd live. And I saw plenty of familiar faces! Charmian, Qin Xian and Kami to name a few.

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YAY I finally caught He's Just Not That Into You, its hilarious! I don't care what critics say, I enjoy chick flicks. Even though they may be a bit dramatized but at least they somehow relate to life. And Justin Long is so hot! I want a boyfriend like that (:

1:38 PM;

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Got me hypnotised.

The week seemed so long! I must have been very busy with stuff, I don't even remember what I did the past week. All I know is that I''m super tired and stressed out with my assignments.

I'm actually simultaneously trying to complete 2 essays I have to churn out in 2 weeks. There's just this stupid lack of motivation to get things done. Ironically, I'm writing an essay on motivation, and referencing to the different motivational theories that had been developed. Yupp and the trip to the library today was 3/4 wasted because I wanted to do Scientific Management but halfway through reading all the books I picked out I realised the question was kinda difficult to write. So I changed back to writing on Motivation. I just hope I can make my brain work for the next 2 weeks, critically.

Too many things are going on, I really can't wait for the 17th when I'm free from assignments!! The butterfact party I planned on going that same night has to be thrown out of my planner, cos of the lack of people going. How sad, I wanted some sort of celebration just for fun. Okay nvm, I'm going to bed now its so late. My brain is a shrivelled pea.

12:57 AM;