Thursday, November 29, 2007
Shadowplay.
RAHHHHH I'm so irritated with the apple online store! Last night I wanted to buy the 30gb ipod video and so after asking my dad for permission I happily went to do the necessary transactions. TO MY DISMAY the 30gb one had no more stock cos there wasn't an option there on the website anymore, so in the end I just bought the 60gb one since it wasn't that expensive anyway.
AND GUESS WHAT!?? I just went to the apple store online to check my order status and the 30gb one is up for sale again like wth man #skahfsgjbfkafland;ajlfna* irritating!!! I could have saved $50 and got myself the adaptor which I need to get. Now I have like 60gb worth of space I think I ought to make full use of it, so everyone can load their shows/movies for me to watch!
Sian I feel so cheated. Really. And I don't think I can cancel my order cos its being shipped. Anyway its gonna be such a boring day I think I ought to read up in preparation for uni. Haha or maybe like go and get my driving done. Oh yeah its my mum's birthday today so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
loveyoulots <3
Okay later alligators.
RAHHHHH I'm so irritated with the apple online store! Last night I wanted to buy the 30gb ipod video and so after asking my dad for permission I happily went to do the necessary transactions. TO MY DISMAY the 30gb one had no more stock cos there wasn't an option there on the website anymore, so in the end I just bought the 60gb one since it wasn't that expensive anyway.
AND GUESS WHAT!?? I just went to the apple store online to check my order status and the 30gb one is up for sale again like wth man #skahfsgjbfkafland;ajlfna* irritating!!! I could have saved $50 and got myself the adaptor which I need to get. Now I have like 60gb worth of space I think I ought to make full use of it, so everyone can load their shows/movies for me to watch!
Sian I feel so cheated. Really. And I don't think I can cancel my order cos its being shipped. Anyway its gonna be such a boring day I think I ought to read up in preparation for uni. Haha or maybe like go and get my driving done. Oh yeah its my mum's birthday today so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
loveyoulots <3
Okay later alligators.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I looked so happy back then.
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You have no idea how happy you make me now.
Have I been hoping loud enough?
Wishing hard enough?
I'm eating Ben and Jerry's chocolate peanut butter swirl and vanilla heath crunch (yummy!) right now and I bet someone is jealous heh. I've been having too much icecream lately, its making me feel really fat and unhealthy. I think I'm gg to go on a subway diet to ensure that I take in vege every meal.
I realised that the month of november is coming to an end. Time zooms, seriously, I can go on emphasizing that fact for the rest of my life. Somehow this year just whisked past really quickly, and everytime I try to think back abt what I've done in the year, I can't seem to pick out anything that I should be proud of. Its not abt accomplishments, but it just sucks to feel like I didn't use the time I had purposefully. It could have been better spent, you know?
Dec is going to be busy. I'll be flying off next monday to Chiang Mai for mission trip with my church ppl, then to Bkk for a few days of shopping. And when I'm back its time to prepare for Christmas celebrations and stuff, New year's eve and before you know, its 2008. After that I think life would be a whole lot different for me cos I'll be gg to school. I just hope I can pull through.
Well, looks like things are gonna get more challenging. I wouldn't say its a bad thing, I think its time for me to step out of my comfort zone, which I have been sitting in for far too long. Haha, that came from a bummer. Alright now, time to get down to work.
Wishing hard enough?
I'm eating Ben and Jerry's chocolate peanut butter swirl and vanilla heath crunch (yummy!) right now and I bet someone is jealous heh. I've been having too much icecream lately, its making me feel really fat and unhealthy. I think I'm gg to go on a subway diet to ensure that I take in vege every meal.
I realised that the month of november is coming to an end. Time zooms, seriously, I can go on emphasizing that fact for the rest of my life. Somehow this year just whisked past really quickly, and everytime I try to think back abt what I've done in the year, I can't seem to pick out anything that I should be proud of. Its not abt accomplishments, but it just sucks to feel like I didn't use the time I had purposefully. It could have been better spent, you know?
Dec is going to be busy. I'll be flying off next monday to Chiang Mai for mission trip with my church ppl, then to Bkk for a few days of shopping. And when I'm back its time to prepare for Christmas celebrations and stuff, New year's eve and before you know, its 2008. After that I think life would be a whole lot different for me cos I'll be gg to school. I just hope I can pull through.
Well, looks like things are gonna get more challenging. I wouldn't say its a bad thing, I think its time for me to step out of my comfort zone, which I have been sitting in for far too long. Haha, that came from a bummer. Alright now, time to get down to work.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Fall on me, tell me everything you want me to be.
I gotta get up at 8 tmr I'm totally going to die when I get to church. Hopefully Lynn's parents give me a lift there. YESYESYES LYNN is back! :D
I had an interesting time with wayne, mel and lynn just now at Brewerks, talking about alot of happening stuff and issues that has been taking place in our lives. Its good we share, its very much like a bonding session and at least we're comfortable telling each other stuff like that. But I'm really bloated and sleepy right now I think I ought to get to bed.
Sigh, if only I could stop dreaming.
I gotta get up at 8 tmr I'm totally going to die when I get to church. Hopefully Lynn's parents give me a lift there. YESYESYES LYNN is back! :D
I had an interesting time with wayne, mel and lynn just now at Brewerks, talking about alot of happening stuff and issues that has been taking place in our lives. Its good we share, its very much like a bonding session and at least we're comfortable telling each other stuff like that. But I'm really bloated and sleepy right now I think I ought to get to bed.
Sigh, if only I could stop dreaming.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
The shade of poison trees.
"Love generally but do not commit yourself to a particular love. You will become known as sympathetic friend and faithful lover because you never really permit these roles to seize your heart, you can practice and perfect them. But the heart is guarded, kept free and untarnished by any simple human affiliation so that it will reflect in glorious accuracy all the charts of the stars which the clouds one day will part to reveal. The important thing is not to approach anyone too close because tomorrow you may have become pure light."
-Leonard Cohen
Dear xxxxxxe,
I dreamed of you. I don't want to see you, but my heart does.
"Love generally but do not commit yourself to a particular love. You will become known as sympathetic friend and faithful lover because you never really permit these roles to seize your heart, you can practice and perfect them. But the heart is guarded, kept free and untarnished by any simple human affiliation so that it will reflect in glorious accuracy all the charts of the stars which the clouds one day will part to reveal. The important thing is not to approach anyone too close because tomorrow you may have become pure light."
-Leonard Cohen
Dear xxxxxxe,
I dreamed of you. I don't want to see you, but my heart does.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
This heart it beats, beats for only you.
"Music can be like perfume. It's almost a scent, you know, where the right smell changes an environment and makes life more bearable."
I don't know which half of Frou Frou said that maybe Imogen Heap but its a nice quote and I totally agree with it. I wish I didn't have to bother so much then I'd be much happier and not have to worry or care about anything in the world, or how others will see me or whatever.
And why must so many stupid misunderstandings crop up and why must people assume so many things about others and pin them down like that? Its totally unfair and unnecessary trouble. I wished everyone would be simple and exist in harmony.
And I really must stop thinking so much its so troubling :( Ahhhh nevermind I'm gg to bed now.
"Music can be like perfume. It's almost a scent, you know, where the right smell changes an environment and makes life more bearable."
- Frou Frou
I don't know which half of Frou Frou said that maybe Imogen Heap but its a nice quote and I totally agree with it. I wish I didn't have to bother so much then I'd be much happier and not have to worry or care about anything in the world, or how others will see me or whatever.
And why must so many stupid misunderstandings crop up and why must people assume so many things about others and pin them down like that? Its totally unfair and unnecessary trouble. I wished everyone would be simple and exist in harmony.
And I really must stop thinking so much its so troubling :( Ahhhh nevermind I'm gg to bed now.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Beauty in the breakdown.
I finally finished typing that whole long list of stuff for my mum. Like finally.
I can't help but feel like how I'm feeling now. Its a bit crappy but yet there isn't exactly a way to describe it. Its as if a swarm of ants are running around in my head, its messing up my mind and my thoughts and making me feel really strange. Its not pleasant, but maybe its just something I put on for myself to think about unnecessarily.
Hi Julian if you read this, life sucks hahaha.
Hi Ele I know you'll read this, loveyou FFL.
And Hi Stranger,
I wished you would stop making me happy for nothing.
I finally finished typing that whole long list of stuff for my mum. Like finally.
I can't help but feel like how I'm feeling now. Its a bit crappy but yet there isn't exactly a way to describe it. Its as if a swarm of ants are running around in my head, its messing up my mind and my thoughts and making me feel really strange. Its not pleasant, but maybe its just something I put on for myself to think about unnecessarily.
Hi Julian if you read this, life sucks hahaha.
Hi Ele I know you'll read this, loveyou FFL.
And Hi Stranger,
I wished you would stop making me happy for nothing.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Love will tear us apart.
I am so tired but I don't want to go to bed yet cos I totally know I'm gonna listen to emo songs and that will remind me of you. Why am I such a pathetic hahaha I should srsly wake up my ideas (looks at ele hahahaha).
Okay whatever, I'm going to be a glutton tmr and have my own icecream party cos I am craving for some nutella icecream from island creamery and some horlicks with maltesers icecream from icekimo and malt krispies from ice cube and vanilla heath crunch from B&J.
YEH THATS HELL ALOTTA ICECREAM! but of course I won't go to all the different places just to have icecream. I'll have vanilla heath crunch at work tmr and nutella if I go down to GWC hehe.
OK REST MY CHEMISTRY I'm gonna go to bed gOOdnight!
I am so tired but I don't want to go to bed yet cos I totally know I'm gonna listen to emo songs and that will remind me of you. Why am I such a pathetic hahaha I should srsly wake up my ideas (looks at ele hahahaha).
Okay whatever, I'm going to be a glutton tmr and have my own icecream party cos I am craving for some nutella icecream from island creamery and some horlicks with maltesers icecream from icekimo and malt krispies from ice cube and vanilla heath crunch from B&J.
YEH THATS HELL ALOTTA ICECREAM! but of course I won't go to all the different places just to have icecream. I'll have vanilla heath crunch at work tmr and nutella if I go down to GWC hehe.
OK REST MY CHEMISTRY I'm gonna go to bed gOOdnight!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Someone to die for.
It kinda sucks to feel as if I'm only there to make your life feel better by filling up the voids. But nvm, I can't exactly be bothered with all that right now. I'm so tired I need to get some sleep.
It kinda sucks to feel as if I'm only there to make your life feel better by filling up the voids. But nvm, I can't exactly be bothered with all that right now. I'm so tired I need to get some sleep.
Friday, November 09, 2007
Didn’t they teach you, everything's okay if you settle enough?
Forget your dreams, let’s pretend I’m everything you want me to be.
Complicated breathing, you never had the guts just to throw me away.
Life moves slow when everything’s a worse version of what you need.
And I’m just the ground that you happened to fall on,
when you lost your balance, walking around in the rain.
And you got to your feet, scratched your head,
and started together the life that you trust all around me.
Forget your dreams, let’s pretend I’m everything you want me to be.
Complicated breathing, you never had the guts just to throw me away.
Life moves slow when everything’s a worse version of what you need.
And I’m just the ground that you happened to fall on,
when you lost your balance, walking around in the rain.
And you got to your feet, scratched your head,
and started together the life that you trust all around me.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Chase this light.
A movie, still photograph,
Through a martyr's eyes I can see,
I've seen the best of love, the best of hate, the best reward is earned,
And I've paid for every single word I ever said.
Confetti rainfall in a quiet street.
The beauty is in what you make it,
So get up on your feet.
Because tonight, the world turned in me,
Because right now, I don't dare to breathe.
_______________________________________
Jimmy Eat World remains as one of my favourite bands around.
I was in a bad mood today, I don't know why. PMS I suppose, and maybe cos I've been giving alot of thought about alot of things. I really hate it sometimes that I'm a listener. Everyone goes on telling me about themselves and I'm listening, absorbing and trying to put myself in their shoes. Then, I find myself evidently caught in the middle and I can't do any shit about it.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying you can't confide in me. Just that sometimes I seem to only matter this much. Things happen, then resolve, and everyone is okay and happy then I'm forgotten. They say they have no one else to tell this to, well I'm glad at least I am that someone they can come to.
I don't know if I should be happy or sad. I really hate it when I sound as if I need some sort of comfort, cos in all honesty, I don't think anyone will understand and all I need is just some time alone. I always knew things weren't going to be easy for me, but at least I see how God is making me into a stronger being.
Okay, never thought this week would start in this way. Hopefully it'll get better with huge doses of Armor For Sleep and Jimmy Eat World.
A movie, still photograph,
Through a martyr's eyes I can see,
I've seen the best of love, the best of hate, the best reward is earned,
And I've paid for every single word I ever said.
Confetti rainfall in a quiet street.
The beauty is in what you make it,
So get up on your feet.
Because tonight, the world turned in me,
Because right now, I don't dare to breathe.
_______________________________________
Jimmy Eat World remains as one of my favourite bands around.
I was in a bad mood today, I don't know why. PMS I suppose, and maybe cos I've been giving alot of thought about alot of things. I really hate it sometimes that I'm a listener. Everyone goes on telling me about themselves and I'm listening, absorbing and trying to put myself in their shoes. Then, I find myself evidently caught in the middle and I can't do any shit about it.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying you can't confide in me. Just that sometimes I seem to only matter this much. Things happen, then resolve, and everyone is okay and happy then I'm forgotten. They say they have no one else to tell this to, well I'm glad at least I am that someone they can come to.
I don't know if I should be happy or sad. I really hate it when I sound as if I need some sort of comfort, cos in all honesty, I don't think anyone will understand and all I need is just some time alone. I always knew things weren't going to be easy for me, but at least I see how God is making me into a stronger being.
Okay, never thought this week would start in this way. Hopefully it'll get better with huge doses of Armor For Sleep and Jimmy Eat World.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Tranquilize.
AHHHHHHHH someone please help me download Chase This Light by Jimmy Eat World and send it to me cos I can't find it!
Anyway I can't really be bothered to blog anymore, at least for now I suppose. Maybe I'll drop a more substantial post soon, I don't know. The past weeks have been so busy like as if 5years worth of events took place in 5 days? Well I'm not complaining of course, I'm trying my best to enjoy the very last of this year before I head for my very much dreaded SCHOOL.
OMGGGGGGG YAYYYYY I FOUND THE JIMMY EAT WORLD SONG HOORAAAAAYYY!
Okay sorry this is so incoherent but whatever I'm gonna go sleep now I have to work tmr morning. gOOdnight!
AHHHHHHHH someone please help me download Chase This Light by Jimmy Eat World and send it to me cos I can't find it!
Anyway I can't really be bothered to blog anymore, at least for now I suppose. Maybe I'll drop a more substantial post soon, I don't know. The past weeks have been so busy like as if 5years worth of events took place in 5 days? Well I'm not complaining of course, I'm trying my best to enjoy the very last of this year before I head for my very much dreaded SCHOOL.
OMGGGGGGG YAYYYYY I FOUND THE JIMMY EAT WORLD SONG HOORAAAAAYYY!
Okay sorry this is so incoherent but whatever I'm gonna go sleep now I have to work tmr morning. gOOdnight!
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