Lolita.


this is my cute giraffe!

hahha sorry i'm just playing around with the new camera.

12:13 PM;

For what it's worth.


today has been an exhausting one, and shopping in a private sale is not exactly very exciting because its far too chaotic and crowded. BUT! i still managed to buy some stuff at very discounted prices.

camwhoring can start very soon! :D


urgh i'm too tired to go on, i need to sleep.

11:25 PM;

you found love
but it got erased.


i so want to shop somemore after the stint today, but then it would probably mean less time to study. and judging from my fucked up prelim results, i think i ought to stop wasting time like what i am doing now.


and it looks like there isn't going to be a need to start anything.

oh dear, how naive.

9:28 PM;

If I fell in love with you.


wow this is my 204th entry.

i'm kinda disappointed that Jonathan is not Singapore Idol :( cos i always had a rather good impression of him, and i always liked the way he performed. but oh well its okay, its only a title. my mum was infinitely more disappointed than i was, haha maybe cos she voted so many times for him. but really, i thought Jon garnered more support.

anyway, i'm so not looking forward to getting back my results. so far i've only known my bio mcq marks which wasn't exactly up to standard, but it's probably one of the few papers i would pass. thankfully school is still very much a happy affair, which reminds me of smth really funny but embarrassing that happened yest. hopefully it can serve as a starting point to things? haha don't know, i still feel damn paiseh.

and i have a sudden urge to shop, which is bad i know. but too bad i don't have an excuse like chinese oral, which phy and charlotte had, to spend time browsing shops. moreover i am too lazy to do online shopping, but i might have to resort to that. hmm maybe my dad's bday in 3 days time can work as an excuse! okay mean bean.

i gotta start being bestfriends with the TYS for chem, bio and math. thats 3 bestfriends for the next 8 weeks until the A's are over. gosh okay, so i better hurry off and play ice-breakers with them.

3:20 PM;

2 years back.

i miss this bunch of girls.



Miss Heng is retiring after being the principal for so long.

well, i guess she deserves the farewell concert coming up for her.


its back to school tmr, and only 2/3 weeks of sch left. makes me rather sad though, cos JC life was definitely worth it. besides the crazy preiods of mugging, there was absolute fun; and nothing will ever replace the times and the memories.

okay tuition time.

4:56 PM;

You just stare into space,
You found love but it got erased,
You're on the road with all the stoplights,
And you're too afraid to turn the wrong from right.
You ate your soul and it made you fat,
Starve yourself from everything else that makes you completely full.

So give me all your fears, throw it all away.
Think about the good things, no matter what they say.
We'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,
One day at a time.
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its the mind games they play.

its tiring, and wearing me down. making me compromise and staying silent to misery.

10:54 PM;

A face in the crowd.


yesterday:

my arm is retarded.

bus 77!

two dingdongs hahaha.


it was a good meet-up and catch-up (:


class outing today was pretty good! running after bus 57 was unglam, esp if you happen to bump into someone you don't want to show your unglam side to. candy empire was like a treat for everyone (: i've bought some chocs for special ppl! haha. oh and lunch at Carl's Jr was filling but well-spent. the guys couldn't be more perverted (esp miah) and we girls couldn't laugh as much as we did today.

Scott the Bear for Momo's birthday! sweet.
putting onion rings on the salt and pepper shakers and pretending to blow the candles? lame.

we went to bowl after lunch, and it was really funny but super paiseh. worse thing was i screwed up badly hahaha but whatever, its supposed to be fun bowling and not competition. photos were taken which i will post when i get them!

went to meet eugene in town and saw jason (sorry no bets eugene!). walked around heeren aimlessly and talked more than we walked.


and that sums up everything today, more or less.

11:57 PM;

If there is a chance
Just one in this world
That we'll ever dance
Again as it turns.
If there is a chance
If there is a way
There's one record left
That you haven't heard.
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I think The Cardigans have nice songs that you'll want to listen to at the still of the night when you're alone.


isolation is not that bad, really.


anyway, today was good and i hope tmr will be even better when i spend time with my class. its like finally a proper class outing :) very glad indeed! and today's NE quiz was so retarded, all i could remember was the teacher who was desperately trying to prove his authority by saying, "I will not start the test until I get some order in the house!"

charming.


oh and not to forget tianshuo turning back to tell me that the guy is gay. HAHAHA


okay i'm off to do more bio mcqs.

9:16 PM;

And I can't fall asleep or dream without you.


YES FINALLY! i'm sitting at my computer without needing to rush yet another rubbish entry. okay its so anti-climax that nobody is gg out after stupid NE quiz tmr (i mean we need a break man) but its alright i have found people to go out with. so i shall just drown myself with bio mcqs tonight and tmr morning, haha.

random fact #8648197 : $1 icecream in a cup by the roadside makes me happy like a little girl.

so glad there is one just 3 mins away from my house.


on a more serious note, the prelims were ghastly/horrid/terribly disgusting and whatever. i can't imagine what my results are going to be. ughh okay nvm shan't think too much. and i think because i've been staying up till late for the past weeks, that i can't seem to fall asleep as early anymore?

okay i'm gg to slack somemore.

6:00 PM;

In the morning, you're Ready to Face the Day.

Sure, you've had your share of lazy Sundays, but for the most part, we'd guess you greet the day with enthusiasm and maybe even a smile. Morning people like you probably have your own internal alarm clocks, and it often makes morning the best part of the day.

Getting to work or appointments on time has probably never been a problem for you. In fact, you're usually at your most productive during the a.m. hours. So, if you've got a big presentation to give or a test to take, your best bet is to schedule it before lunchtime. Go get 'em!
______________________________________

two more days to short-term freedom! (cos i don't count bio mcq paper on thurs)

but first, i've got to make sure i do math and revise chem if not i'll feel very uneasy. the prelims have not been kind so far, i can forsee my lousy grades after the end of everything. okay partly due to my lazy self also, but still urgh.

i'm so tired, and i don't feel like waking up early for church tmr. plus math on monday? just makes the whole weekend seem so dull, boring and sleepy. i wonder if i'll have the energy to go shopping and be happy after prelims. haha i hope so.

12:00 AM;

i'll fall asleep tonight
cos that brings me closer to you.


i'm totally dead for friday's papers, and i can't sleep but i ain't studying either.


ah but i guess i ain't caring much.

1:23 AM;

this looks like fun. and since i don't feel like studying yet, i shall do it.


1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
Glad by Tyler Hilton (hahaha maybe.)

Will you get far in life?
Closing Time by Semisonic

How do your friends see you?
Everything by Lifehouse (everything? haha)

Will you get married?
Make Out Kids by Motion City Soundtrack (errrr.)

What is your best friend's theme song?
Take Me Away by Lifehouse

What is the story of your life?
This Modern Love by Bloc Party

What was high school like?
Blinded by Third Eye Blind (haha i like this song and i think it makes some sense.)

How can you get ahead in life?
Que Sera, Sera by Sly & The Family Stone

What is the best thing about your friends?
Drive by Incubus (oh yes we need the drive!haha)

What is in store for this weekend?
All My Only Dreams by The Wonders

What song describes you?
When You Were Young by The Killers (i love this song! :D)

To describe your grandparents?
Cut by Graham Colton Band


How is your life going?
Days Go By by Lifehouse (another lifehouse song?! haha does this mean i'm wasting my days away. if it is then i think its qutie true)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Mayfield by Augustana (nice song.)

How does the world see you?
Favourite Song by Nine Days (haha)

Will you have a happy life?
Concrete Bed by Nada Surf

What do your friends really think of you?
Champagne Supernova by Oasis

Do people secretly lust after you?
Skies So Blue by the Rocket Summer

How can I make myself happy?
This Time Around by Hanson

What should you do with your life?
Worn Me Down by Rachel Yamagata (oh i like this song alot. haha am i not wearing myself out alr?)

Will you ever have children?
Cheated Hearts by Yeah Yeah Yeahs (hahah maybe the band would be a more appropriate answer.)
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i'm sure the prelims are gone.

6:54 PM;

Every time I try to walk away
Something makes me turn around and stay
And I can't tell you why.


my mood has a higher affinity for sad/romantic love songs like the ones playing on my iTunes now (haha jingtat, you and your Eagles song), just like foetal haemoglobin has a higher affinity for oxygen. OMG i can kiss bio goodbye after doing my option paper.


after much thought, i think i should buck up and chiong the rest of my subjects at least until prelims are over. then chiong again till the real thing. oh, wish me luck.

11:42 AM;

Always on your side.


My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wander, all alone, eternally
But this isn't how it's really meant to be
Oh it isn't how it's really meant to be.

4:03 AM;

i look like i am shorter than my brother in the picture but that's not true! he was tip-toeing hahaha cos i was wearing heels and he didn't want to be shorter than me. heh

my dad's gg to thailand, YAY! i've passed him a list of things i wanna get so hopefully i'll see them when he comes back (: its like getting free presents hoho.

okay enough talkin', i shall get some sleep and wake up to study my day awayyyy.

1:22 AM;

It was beautiful to think of you.



I can feel things are changing
Summertime is slowly sinking
I remember that
I still believe.


i think i have very funny parents who can joke and make everyone laugh. sometimes they get quite irritating and naggy, but then its the times when they make me laugh that makes up for everything else. honestly, dinner last night was good. i think we laughed so loud that the next table thought we were mad, but who really cares anyway. haha and the funniest part was laughing at all the silly but interesting and funny encounters my brother was sharing about OBS. even my dad cracked up hahaha.

i shall post pictures another day, my dad has them in his phone. and the one i took of them looks yucky heh.


recent comments made me feel appreciated and i'm thankful for that. and i've been wondering, what does it feel like to have a bestfriend? and do such friends really last, because ppl can change and forget that they are needed by the ones who love them most. temptations? or just wanting to be somebody different.

maybe if we don't expect so much, we won't hurt so much.

12:17 AM;

The strands in your eyes that colour them wonderful.


the start of the hols means that prelims are approaching. can't seem to focus on the things i ought to do , thats why i need to shoot myself. urgh

anyways i'm kinda looking forward to tmr, though i know it won't exactly be a very productive day either. its my parents' 25th silver wedding anniversary and we're gg out for lunch and dinner at some revolving restaurant. so... HAPPY ANNIVESARY MUM & DAD! (:


oh gosh i'm so tired now eventhough i slept when i came home from sch today. what a pig really.

11:23 PM;

this is for the convenience of phong haha.


The Peacemaker

Test finished!
you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE.

"I am at peace"

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
Ask me questions to help me get clear.
Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
Let me know you like what I've done or said.
Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

What I Like About Being a Nine

being nonjudgmental and accepting
caring for and being concerned about others
being able to relax and have a good time
knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator
my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

What's Hard About Being a Nine

being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
being confused about what I really want
caring too much about what others will think of me
not being listened to or taken seriously

Nines as Children Often

feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
tune out a lot, especially when others argue
are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

Nines as Parents

are supportive, kind, and warm
are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective.
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Tag me if you wish and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.


NIKKI

1. you're my sunshine girl! (:
2. i'll challenge you to... study for 4 hours straight! haha
3. yellow and orange :D
4. i like the way you always cheer me up with your cute antics (think many smileys! haha) and your cute sitckers hehe (:
5. the first day in T37 when you smiled and said 'hello i'm nikki.'
6. a cute bunny! haha i don't know why
7. what did you think of me before we became closer?


okay laksa time!

6:43 PM;

May angels lead you in.





Why do we waste time on the ones who don't seem to care?






I'm sorry i spent my day thinking about you.

12:34 AM;

is 21 OMGZ
gemini
enjoys icecream, baking & sweet treats
graduates in a year and a half
white.black.grey.navy. boringboringboring much?

loves God, and friends
loves music and tigerlily; the 60gb ipod video
fashion, vintage, polaroid junkie
1706 is the day! :D


M83/graveyard girl
Tilly and the Wall/pot kettle black
Tilly and the Wall/rainbows in the dark
The Jealous Girlfriends/roboxulla
Parachute Band/living rain
Kings of Convenience/misread
Yelle/je veux te voir (club-club version)
New Young Pony Club/the bomb
Hillsong/to the ends of the earth


friendster

MTV 1T37 first intake 1T37 second intake cj bowling
brandon canni/shiya charlotte daniel deana edwin ele hafi hannah huisi huiting jonas kami louie lynn melly michelle mike momo nikki phong phy sharon sher shijie shou terence tkl vania weng xinyi yining yimin zephy

photos!
shutterfly albums

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