Inside outside, under my skin
Never ending love I don't know where it begins?
I don't know where it ends, I don't know how high
I don't know how deep, I don't know how wide
Outside inside around the world
Never ending love envelops me like a cloud
I feel you in front, I feel you behind
I feel you up above, And I feel you at the side

And you, you're all over me, you're all over me
Your banner is over me, I give it all 'cos

You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me
___________________________________________

9:37 PM;

some thing i was tagged to do!


the exorsist? ( haha i can't think of anything else.)
maybe i shld stop using the comp so much and go to bed
i love my friends! and shopping (:
i dont understand why some ppl are so ego.
i lose interest during bio lectures
people say i'm whiny.
somewhere, someone is using his/her phone
i will always think before i want to buy something
forever is eternity
when i wake up i wanna just go right back to slp. haha
my past is something i will reminisce once in a while
i get annoyed but it never lasts
i have a low tolerance for food. haha
parties are for the fun-loving!
kisses are the best things to blow at someone. haha
tomorrow is a new start
i really want to shop till i drop!

9:02 PM;

Ever so sweet.


URGH my nose is seriously killing me. okay whatever i shan't let this spoil my day. and so! bowling in the morning was fun :) i'm gonna miss it alot since all the competitions have more or less ended. anyhow, a complete team photograph!


i think i will miss them alot :(


hmmm i really need to start studying. i've been saying this over and over again but i just don't do anything. rahh :/ okay wait i'm hungry so i'm off to grab a bite. haha yes what a pig.



tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone.

4:55 PM;

Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in


i'm down with flu and cough :(((((((( URGH. its making me feel very miserable cos i wanna do alot of things but i just feel so blocked i can't do anything.

south zone tmr! kinda excited cos i get to bowl again :D BUT being sick isn't putting me in the greatest mood.

my hols is just gonna be tuition, more tuition and studying. rahh :/ and there's school almost everyday for the first 2 weeks! haha oh well.

okay i should take some medicine or smth, my nose is kiling me.

11:00 PM;

Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?



GP was horrendously difficult. sigh, just hope i won't do too badly. plus being extra moody in the morning due to the lack of sleep wasn't helpful. luckily things started to take a turn when i went to huihui's house for phong's birthday celebration. more of a feast really, haha!

watching spykids the 3D movie, baking chocolate walnut cookies and preparing for phong's arrival. haha the gingerbreadman-shaped cookie phy and i did before being sent into the oven!



feasting beagan when everyone arrived, and we played guess-the-number game so as to finish up the food. haha. GRAND PRIZE: lemongrass chicken! hoho. trash talk on the stairs was so lame but funny. laughed till my throat is now sore and i'm down with a blocked nose and flu. rahhh :/

oh anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTY! haha


ulcers are the worst things ever :(

11:21 PM;

You belong to me.


CJ GIRLS TEAM: fourth overall! :DD

yay i'm so happy for us! and tricia, well done and good luck for Masters! you can do it!

oh yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHONG! hehehe smth going on between you and......! hoho okay shall stop before you knock my head. talk to you tmr, if i feel like it i shall continue my story. heh

GP tmr is so anti-climax, and i haven't even read anything for it. math tuition later, i don't really understand normal distribution after missing so many lessons :( goshh i feel like i'm lagging by alot which is bad :((((((

oh well i hope the paper tmr won't be too difficult? and i'm starving, off for dinner!

6:17 PM;

If you keep asking me
I'll melt away in the summer air.


jingtat is seriously making me laugh like no tomorrow. HAHAHA voice clips are so cool, esp when jingtat records his sexy deep voice with it. hahah!

shijie! haha i actually forgot that you were on my msn. oops sorry, but guessed we had quite an exchange huh?! haha.

vincent looks like a grumpy bear. hoho.

okay i had a great day, except when i left school i felt rather impatient and irritated. but i guess i'm much better now! :) last day of competition tmr morning, and our girls are fourth overall! exciting. haha oh and i hope ele you're feeling better? cheer up okay and no more angsty/ irritatedgalz.com pleaseeee. hahha lurve you! <3

my brother really pisses me off the most.URGH! >:(

right whatever, i'm not going to get bothered by all these nitty gritty, and start focusing on tmr's game. i will do well, right melly. haha okayyyyy i'm off.

10:45 PM;

Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me.



i was really disappointed with my scores today :( i had the lowest of all three days, rahh. but anyhow i had the greatest fun today cos bowling in a team totally felt different. haha and the HCI team bowling with us was really cute and friendly too :) anyway, i thought we did quite okay overall despite the stress and open frames. jiayou! i'm sure we can do much much better. i'm sure we got to know each other better after today, and there's still south zone! ( HAHA i will never forget our evil plan.) oh yes, thanks shijie and melly for cheering us on, and terence for coming all the way down.

many thanks to nikki for that really pretty bracelet, together with chocolate koala biscuits and the note! :DD ILY DEAR! you really made my day when i saw that bracelet :)) and much loving to ele for the good luck hug! :))

we had swensen's for an early dinner. and earthquake was a treat from melly. train ride home was pretty nice, talking to gerard was something quite rare. haha anyway i ought to study for chem spa tmr. kinda sleepy but oh well, time to fill my brains with chem.

8:49 PM;

Can I have a picture of you tonight
Keep it with me always in my mind.


i keep getting cut-off when i want to blog, and so i'll try my best to rmb what i wanted to say.

today minhui and i had a major eyecandying sesh! :D haha the 'scenery' got the better of us eh? it was great fun, she's so funny she makes me laugh the hardest. HAHAH grandstand is our best hangout! wheee

so all in all today was good! :D and lets hope tmr will be a good one too, can't wait since its a short day, yay! many birthdays coming up, and i don't have the time to shop for presents :/ but oh well, handmade birthday cards are still good right? haha.

ELE! so excited for our birks! yays :) glad you were happy at the end of the day.

ahhhh i hope i do better at tmr's competition. and so i shall slp early tonight. and i really need to start studying, if not....good luck to me for midyrs.

10:10 PM;

When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days
And you don't know how or why, but you've lost your way
Have no fear when your tears are fallin'
I will hear your spirit callin'
And I swear I'll be there come what may


'cause even if we can't be together
We'll be friends now and forever
And I swear that I'll be there come what may
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
We all need somebody we can turn to
Someone who'll always understand
So if you feel that your soul is dyin'
And you need the strength to keep tryin'
I'll reach out and take your hand.
__________________________________________


i always liked this song. the lyrics are just heart-warming don't you think? spent a quiet day doing almost nothing. chem tuition was the only sorta studying i had. and so with the whole day to myself, i had alot of time to think about stuff that happened recently.

maybe everything means nothing. right now, i'm quite numb to the point i don't know what to feel anymore. if i had a choice, i'd rather not know anything. i'd rather not be the one involved.

its getting late but i'm not tired. maybe i should just force myself to bed to get everything off my mind (like always) and wake up for church. yeah i think i should.

12:10 AM;

then i'll savour every moment of this.


i've got lots to blog abt but i'm really tired now. anyhow today i didn't go to school cos of bowling. and honestly i am not pleased with my performance at all. RAHH :/ during the third game i was so tensed i felt as if i had difficulty breathing. and all my shots messed up. but luckily i was able to calm down and with the help of the 'one potato chip per strike' incentive, i think i cleared up quite a bit! :D haha and i will never forget all the silly things we do as a team; random 'CJ!' cheers in small groups all over the alley, loud cheers for nicky and gerard towards the end and encouragement from fellow bowlers. and how could i forget xuanfang my partner! hahaha

lunch at Eatzi was cool. hahha student meal not applicable to us, damn funny. the girls had quite a fun time talking abt random stuff. gerard still taps my shoulders, hahah you are a bigger joker then me okay! movie at northpoint together with melly liangjie michelle shijie. THE DA VINCI CODE. if you ask me, i think the breaking of codes is really rad, but other than that the rest is quite rubbishy. so yeah its more of a i'm-watching-just-for-fun movie. dinner with melissa and bryan and then off to church for cell. supper with the adults and more talks on the da vinci code movie. hahah hilarious. btw, thx for the ride home bernard and rebecca! :)

oh yes and thanks to those who sent me their wishes for this morning's tournament! nikki terence vincent phong kenny, and nick andy phy jason who asked. XIEXIE! :D


alright i really want to sleep. lacking alot of it recently. so....gdnight everyone!

12:32 AM;

I still believe it when you say
Its another perfect day.


i went to see a doctor for my purple toe last night, and it got poked. haha so now there's a hole in my toenail. this week of school seems really good :) glad things are going my way so far! theory lesson by coach today was so funny. i could barely hear him from the back of the classroom, but i guess it gave me a better idea how to adjust and adapt to the lanes when i bowl on fri. lets hope we all do well!

on a more serious note, i'm confused. as in i don't understand how so many weird things can happen all in a short period of time. and luckily i have freaks to laugh it off with me ( though i really feel like scolding you all for laughing at me). haha right. all the constant teasing, you think very funny ah phong and louie! fatty also, i'm not l---b--! hurr. andy pls stop thinking out of point, and tell tianshuo he is mad. oh and i think jacob is very fun to laugh at. BANG!

okay bio spa tmr after the 2hr bio lect. urgh i'm dreading sch tmr, can't wait for fri to come. its gonna be a really long and boring day tmr, ending with stupid spa. RAHH :/ and i really ought to study, ohmygosh i need someone to give me the push!

btw, wearing slippers to sch make me feel extra. nvm at least jacob is wearing also hahahha.

9:56 PM;

The words inside my head
Are better than the words I've said
As always

Don't you know that I go crazy
But I've nothing left to give
Though I'll miss you for a while
Don't you know that I go crazy
But you're on your own tonight
Though you know I'll miss your smile.
______________________________________


i'm so glad my toe is numb, so i can't feel any pain. though it really is getting uglier day by day. hahaha oh well.

first day of A'divs felt rather exciting yet it was quite stressful. i'm not very pleased with my scores today, but i guess its still an okay start. i ought to ignore my toe more, cos it kinda affected my games. somehow i wasn't too nervous abt today, so i was still quite calm more or less. haha and i could finally feel the team spirit from everyone! very encouraging when everyone wished each other good luck, and our failed attempt at the cheer was hilariously spastic. i still think gathering everyone to do the hands-in thing more effective. haha

i'm going to be missing alot of lessons over the next 2 weeks, which is actually bad considering midyrs are coming! :(( and worst of all, i'm alr lagging like crap. oh yay me. really have to start studying, seriously am such a lazy bum. urghh :/ oh and we switched classrooms with T24 today. i think it was such a sad affair for them cos they had to move to a much much much smaller classroom. should have seen their sad faces. haha but at least its not like permanent! oh yes and that reminds me, i have yet thanked the people who wished me luck today.

lets start with eugene, and his 'i love singapore' sweet. i really think its a trick. is it?!! haha did you know how ultra spicy is was? hur! thanks terence for your post-it note. ele for your hug and encouragement, much love :) phy for coming late but specially to wish me luck! jacob for your good luck handshake, kenny for your msg last night. jason and nikki for all the wishes! :D and to the many others, thank you all.

and to the team with the biggest heart and bestest fun! love you all <3

6:29 PM;

we could be more than just amazing.


i think i ought to go see a doctor for my toe. my mum did her 'heat therapy' for me last night and oh my gosh it was perpetually burning. its like my toe feels as if its going to drop off any moment, and i can't even walk properly in school today. urgh.

A div's tmr! i'm somewhat anticipating yet nervous about it at the same time. i do hope i bowl decently well enough, afterall i wouldn't want to freak out after all the trng the past months. man, i really hope the pressure won't stress me out. good luck guys!

on a lighter note, the penguin sticker from ele is uber cute! i proudly display it in my sch diary :D thanks to all who showed concern over my stupid toe, and those who wished me luck for tmr! appreciate it :)

paddy got secret admirer! ooooohhhh, hahahha!

jacob is a pangsai + liar. HAHAH nobody will eat your noodles!

so you think its very fun to laugh at me la huh, kennyTHEfatty. hurhur.

tsk, and gerard still enjoys tapping my shoulders. haha

aight i shall try to do some hw and maybe study bio spa. lets hope my toe won't be so painful tmr. heh

8:43 PM;

final straw.


yay more photos from sports carnival!
































haha the last one was really funny! we were doing some act cute poses, hurhur.

okay okay i know, its time to study.

10:53 AM;

sunshine!


my toe was better today, pheww. but its turning deeper purple :( luckily i can still kinda bowl properly, i would be real sad if i couldn't. anyhow, lunch was filling to the point that i didn't eat dinner. and i slept for 4 hours in the afternoon (what a pig).

bumped into ele! at thomson plaza. hahah :)

melly i hope you're happier now. cheer up okay, hope i was of some use! :D


okay what a happy day. some photos from sports carnival!

phy phong and i (:

phong darling! <3

sunglasses galore!

sports day '06

haha look at sher's face.


oh special mention to nikki for cheering for me (: thank you tons dear! sorry i missed you out. okay long day but i'm not sleepy as yet. i ought to start my study regime tmr. oh yes, nerds are sexy, haha!

12:42 AM;

please don't ask me what i like about you.


so much for sports carnival. it was more like a 'survival of the fittest'. haha

my toe is on the verge of death. i bet it can't breathe with all the blood stuck inside the nail. so this teaches me a valuable lesson of leaving short toe nails. hai, and worse still i've got to bowl for next week. hopefully it wont hurt so much when i do bowl. sigh, when all things good had to come to an end, it ended in a terrible way.

but anyway! i was still rather happy in the morning. camwhore day with the girls and class, update sesh with phong, and sights of special people to add to that matter. hahaha so much for random boy (:

oh yeah! thanks melly liangjie nicky for cheering. hahaha did i run faster?

mother's day is coming and i haven't decided what to buy for mum. oh well maybe i will go shopping over the weekends. (is that an excuse?!) okay whatever, its dinner time!

6:45 PM;

All this feels strange and untrue,
And I won't waste a minute without you.



training was very satisfying today, i'm SO damn happy with my high game. haha if only i can consistently produce that score, gosh i'll be happy! A'div next starts next tues; lets hope we all do well.

class jersey is well, okay i guess? actually no, maybe i'm deluding myself. hahaha but who cares, i just hope we make it through for netball and 4x100 girls! jia you :D it would be so nice to see everyone cheering for each other and the whole class having great unity and spirit. now, thats what i call a class.

anyway cheer up melly; i have confidence that you'll do well :)


yay i'm happy today so i suppose thats good. lets hope tmr will be a good one too!

9:50 PM;

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear, my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess.
___________________________________



nikki made my day (: its 'stay happy week' rmb!


i'm not exactly very happy but i guess i'll make do with everything at the moment. just 2 more days to end this school week.

7:40 PM;

You're cinematic razor sharp,
A welcome arrow through the heart.


YOUR song is Every Breath You Take.

Romantic and soulful, it's no surprise your signature song is just as sweet as you are. When it comes to a night on the town, we'd guess you'd rather enjoy a candlelit dinner for two or a low-key night hanging out with friends than a wild party or chaotic club.And while your signature song may not bring the house down, it never fails to inspire that loving feelin' in everyone. That's why it's so perfect for you a big-hearted person like you who's always thinking of others. So, keep it up. It's nothing short of breathtaking!
_________________________________________________________


YAY! thanks isaac for all the Snow Patrol songs :D

alot of bio homework still undone :/ and tuition later.

hmm i'm happy for you, really.

4:01 PM;

Elevator, elevator take me home.


hurhur i can't believe my mum just asked me what i'm going to get for her for mother's day. and my brother happily suggested buying her this Bonia bag that costs $160. if only i had enough cash to spare? i'm flat broke.


anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK! :D happy turning 18!


haha trng (and dinner after) today was so fun. we did an amazing run for bus 124 along the pavement, my bag did an amazing jump. harhar we ate at Han's for dinner and parkmall has this ultra retro furniture store, with really cool wall lights that left me and nadia squelling with delight! and deluding myself that rolling my heavy bowling bag around town is actually quite 'cool' kinda worked, though nick's version of me looking like i was carrying bombs is quite true also; cause the security in the mrt station looked at us with suspicion. bumped into nick, mike, andy and guys.

then it was like a girls shopping spree around the closing PS, so we hit Carrefour cos it closes at 11. hahha charmian and nadia had a thing for bras! tsktsk we talked so much rubbish thats why it was fun. and all of us wanted to watch so many dang movies. haha funny. had to rush home like mad cos it was getting late. decided to ditch the cab for the bus cos i couldn't wait, and my horrible bowling bag was so heavy (like my puma bag isn't heavy enough!)


bowling at yishun tmr morn. gosh i can't believe competition is in one week's time. i hope i don't freak out or anything. oh crap i just realised the time. hoho i shall go catch some winks now.

1:05 AM;

My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes.


i'm totally embarrassed and traumatised by phong and louie's constant teasing the past 2 days. rarrr i just wantd to stress that... it is NOT funny! :(


i want the new Snow Patrol album!


random, but this week of school is pretty.... interesting i would say? hahaha and bio spa tmr is cancelled! woohoo :D which means i get to spend the last day of this school week with ease, yay! trng tmr; hopefully i bowl well.


velocity girl

11:22 PM;

I wish I could mean all that you mean to me.


i've multiple blisters on my feet :( and now three are somewhat infected, urgh gross.

but anyhow i had retail therapy yesterday! like finally or what. and i saw tops in Zara that i wanna get!! plus dresses which made me go ooh wheee :D and Mango had nice clothes too. wished i could buy everything home. haha

the weekend was very much wasted due to my lack of determination to study. and today is also going to be wasted if i don't start studying soon. haha 2 more months to mid-yrs, gosh i feel stressed.

some things happened over the weekend, which i do not want to recall. everything's fine now so we'll just leave it as that. shopping for present turned futile, but at least i know what to buy now. haha saves me alot of braincells.

okay shall go study now considering i spent the whole morning doing one birthday card. haha

4:38 PM;

is 21 OMGZ
gemini
enjoys icecream, baking & sweet treats
graduates in a year and a half
white.black.grey.navy. boringboringboring much?

loves God, and friends
loves music and tigerlily; the 60gb ipod video
fashion, vintage, polaroid junkie
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The Jealous Girlfriends/roboxulla
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Hillsong/to the ends of the earth


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