Monday, August 28, 2006
You sit there in your heartache.
i think i'm being stupid, because i'm getting affected over the things which i shouldn't even be bothering.
sometimes i feel like i'm not good enough. i wished i was a little more arty, or maybe someone who would excel in literature. someone who is able to write well and captivate the readers. i wanted to be able to draw well, so that i could come up with images that could speak my mind. i even wanted to be able to dance. i always enjoyed watching dancers perform on stage because they made dancing seem so simple and enjoyable. sadly, i don't think i'll be able to do any of that.
we were supposed to draw something that would remind us of somebody who has made an impact in our lives during sunday class yest. there were a few important ppl whom i really wanted to thank God for. because they were the ones who made me feel special. i guess God provides us with the ppl we need in our lives, to help us grow and to give us love. i used to think that my life was pretty good and i was quite blessed. not that its not now, but i feel like i've been missing on the impact some significant ppl have put on me in the past. maybe i tend to get over-dependent over such stuff, i don't know. but i sure feel like a part of me is being lost.
i think its time i took some drastic measures to make sure i study, and not waste my time on thoughts that would get me nowhere.
but then again, like The Used sang;
Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste my time with you.
i think i'm being stupid, because i'm getting affected over the things which i shouldn't even be bothering.
sometimes i feel like i'm not good enough. i wished i was a little more arty, or maybe someone who would excel in literature. someone who is able to write well and captivate the readers. i wanted to be able to draw well, so that i could come up with images that could speak my mind. i even wanted to be able to dance. i always enjoyed watching dancers perform on stage because they made dancing seem so simple and enjoyable. sadly, i don't think i'll be able to do any of that.
we were supposed to draw something that would remind us of somebody who has made an impact in our lives during sunday class yest. there were a few important ppl whom i really wanted to thank God for. because they were the ones who made me feel special. i guess God provides us with the ppl we need in our lives, to help us grow and to give us love. i used to think that my life was pretty good and i was quite blessed. not that its not now, but i feel like i've been missing on the impact some significant ppl have put on me in the past. maybe i tend to get over-dependent over such stuff, i don't know. but i sure feel like a part of me is being lost.
i think its time i took some drastic measures to make sure i study, and not waste my time on thoughts that would get me nowhere.
but then again, like The Used sang;
Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste my time with you.
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