Sunday, June 10, 2007
Pretending we both had everything
I guess I believed in our fantasy.
its been a long week, and guess what? i'm shifting to yck in like 3 days. (WOOHOO! YA RIGHT)
i won't be working for the next wk, and that kinda makes me sad cos i'm very used to seeing my colleagues almost everyday. plus i have fun during work so yeah. being schooless now also doesn't really matter anymore cos i honestly don't give a care. haha yes, although that is a very bad attitude to have so pls don't follow suit.
somehow i'm kinda tempted to fly to aussie, as long as i know there are friends going to the same place as me. then it would be so much better. ahh but i really don't knw la, i'm still trying to make a decision, and praying abt it so that God can give me an answer. i told hafi before that i don't really care what i do in the future, and if i could i'd rather work at ben&jerry's for as long as possible. haha and we both strangely feel the same way abt life. but of course, we are all going with the flow and taking our basic degrees like what most 19 yr olds are gg to do. both of us wld prolly say, 'sian ji bua' at the same time hahaha.
well thats school wise, other than that stressful decision to make, i'm stressed with the new house. i hate to shift and moreover, this is the first time i'm shifting la. to some ulu faraway place called yck. and its the ulu part of yck so thats worse? well, at least i have a few friends nearby and we are all going to become supper buddies from next wed onwards. but nth will beat staying 5 mins away from town! imagine the amt of time i will have to spend travelling next time, omg just kill me.
i'm still confused. i just don't know. its as if everything is not going to mean a thing, and honestly i don't even know myself anymore. its scary to think i'm becoming another person but at the same time i can't exactly control it. its scary to think i have so many sides to myself which i don't want to have. hafi can you like kill me now, or stab me when we meet for shopping haha.
okay i'm looking forward to the thailand trip. like finally i'm getting out of sg and going on a holiday with friends! though i wished more of us were going cos like 3 girls walking around in thailand seems rather dangerous? but heck la i just need to shop alot, eat dunkin donuts and play alot. i think i need to make a list of things i wanna buy so that i dont miss out on anything haha. OMG YA and i'm turning 19 in like 1 wks time. siao liao so old.
okay time to go get ready for my cousin's wedding dinner. (totally random)
I guess I believed in our fantasy.
its been a long week, and guess what? i'm shifting to yck in like 3 days. (WOOHOO! YA RIGHT)
i won't be working for the next wk, and that kinda makes me sad cos i'm very used to seeing my colleagues almost everyday. plus i have fun during work so yeah. being schooless now also doesn't really matter anymore cos i honestly don't give a care. haha yes, although that is a very bad attitude to have so pls don't follow suit.
somehow i'm kinda tempted to fly to aussie, as long as i know there are friends going to the same place as me. then it would be so much better. ahh but i really don't knw la, i'm still trying to make a decision, and praying abt it so that God can give me an answer. i told hafi before that i don't really care what i do in the future, and if i could i'd rather work at ben&jerry's for as long as possible. haha and we both strangely feel the same way abt life. but of course, we are all going with the flow and taking our basic degrees like what most 19 yr olds are gg to do. both of us wld prolly say, 'sian ji bua' at the same time hahaha.
well thats school wise, other than that stressful decision to make, i'm stressed with the new house. i hate to shift and moreover, this is the first time i'm shifting la. to some ulu faraway place called yck. and its the ulu part of yck so thats worse? well, at least i have a few friends nearby and we are all going to become supper buddies from next wed onwards. but nth will beat staying 5 mins away from town! imagine the amt of time i will have to spend travelling next time, omg just kill me.
i'm still confused. i just don't know. its as if everything is not going to mean a thing, and honestly i don't even know myself anymore. its scary to think i'm becoming another person but at the same time i can't exactly control it. its scary to think i have so many sides to myself which i don't want to have. hafi can you like kill me now, or stab me when we meet for shopping haha.
okay i'm looking forward to the thailand trip. like finally i'm getting out of sg and going on a holiday with friends! though i wished more of us were going cos like 3 girls walking around in thailand seems rather dangerous? but heck la i just need to shop alot, eat dunkin donuts and play alot. i think i need to make a list of things i wanna buy so that i dont miss out on anything haha. OMG YA and i'm turning 19 in like 1 wks time. siao liao so old.
okay time to go get ready for my cousin's wedding dinner. (totally random)
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