I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to makethe feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killin' me
I wonder why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here
/Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know
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I think this song is nice. I still remember in j1 how jesse mccartney songs used to make us very happy, and how some guys used "beautiful soul" to tell girls they fancied them. this song doesn't exactly make me happy, its just real.
I'd hate to think that 2007 is a joke, but coming to think of it, this yr has passed too fast with too many mistakes. it makes me really sad to look back on a year filled with regrets, and then it makes me question myself whether i truely deserve all these treatments.
I like to look back on the happy times which seem very very far away. its been a long time since i've felt like i'm in a place where i don't want to leave.
my friends tell me not to lose hope, i guess i'm still hoping, and waiting.
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