Sunday, September 02, 2007
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
I think its the lack of sleep thats causing me to feel so... strange. Its september and I just feel as if I have wasted 8 months of my life slogging on work, lazing around, spending money on too many things, eating and putting on weight. And of course, getting myself into situations I don't ever wanna face ever again and thinking a tad too much abt too many things.
Life in the new house have been, well, fine. I'm more or less used to things, just that I can't stand it when my parents quarrel over really stupid issues. I really hate it when they shout at each other cos I just start tearing for i-don't-know-what reason. Maybe its time for me to spend more time at home with them, and cut down on my late nights at work. After such a long stint of irregularity (thats how i would put it), I think I need to start looking ahead.
I feel so inadequate. I don't show it but its just there somehow. And I'm sure everyone feels somewhat inadequate in a way unless you are the very confident sort of person. I don't know how to put it but I just feel like I lack alot of things that would actually make me stand out as a person. And for once, I'd really prefer to live someone else's life for a change. I'm starting to envy the people around me cos I am totally aimless.
I think of all the people I've crossed paths with throughout my 19yrs and if there is a chance, I'd really like to meet my kindergarden friends. I think I only have the contacts of one of them cos she's my childhood friend, while the rest have disappeared. We had this clique back then, its really quite cool haha. I still remember this small boy that I was linked with, haha we have alot of photos together with the rest and we all looked so happy. It'd be so cool if we actually bump into each other but I doubt I'd recognise him anyway.
Vania and I had this before-falling-asleep talk on our beds one night this wk, and it was so hilarious cos we both want to find out how our ex-church friend is doing now. His whole family used to attend our church but they moved to US a few yrs back and we never talked since. Strange thing was we all kinda liked him back then cos he was a charmer la. (HAHA OMG VANIA)
Next saturday, FFAF. I have strange feelings abt it cos I have this feeling it'll be packed and hot and gross. Hopefully the music and ppl I meet there make up for it la. Think i shd get to bed now, its back to smother me. I am stuck on that song.
I think its the lack of sleep thats causing me to feel so... strange. Its september and I just feel as if I have wasted 8 months of my life slogging on work, lazing around, spending money on too many things, eating and putting on weight. And of course, getting myself into situations I don't ever wanna face ever again and thinking a tad too much abt too many things.
Life in the new house have been, well, fine. I'm more or less used to things, just that I can't stand it when my parents quarrel over really stupid issues. I really hate it when they shout at each other cos I just start tearing for i-don't-know-what reason. Maybe its time for me to spend more time at home with them, and cut down on my late nights at work. After such a long stint of irregularity (thats how i would put it), I think I need to start looking ahead.
I feel so inadequate. I don't show it but its just there somehow. And I'm sure everyone feels somewhat inadequate in a way unless you are the very confident sort of person. I don't know how to put it but I just feel like I lack alot of things that would actually make me stand out as a person. And for once, I'd really prefer to live someone else's life for a change. I'm starting to envy the people around me cos I am totally aimless.
I think of all the people I've crossed paths with throughout my 19yrs and if there is a chance, I'd really like to meet my kindergarden friends. I think I only have the contacts of one of them cos she's my childhood friend, while the rest have disappeared. We had this clique back then, its really quite cool haha. I still remember this small boy that I was linked with, haha we have alot of photos together with the rest and we all looked so happy. It'd be so cool if we actually bump into each other but I doubt I'd recognise him anyway.
Vania and I had this before-falling-asleep talk on our beds one night this wk, and it was so hilarious cos we both want to find out how our ex-church friend is doing now. His whole family used to attend our church but they moved to US a few yrs back and we never talked since. Strange thing was we all kinda liked him back then cos he was a charmer la. (HAHA OMG VANIA)
Next saturday, FFAF. I have strange feelings abt it cos I have this feeling it'll be packed and hot and gross. Hopefully the music and ppl I meet there make up for it la. Think i shd get to bed now, its back to smother me. I am stuck on that song.
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