A movie, still photograph,
Through a martyr's eyes I can see,
I've seen the best of love, the best of hate, the best reward is earned,
And I've paid for every single word I ever said.
Confetti rainfall in a quiet street.
The beauty is in what you make it,
So get up on your feet.
Because tonight, the world turned in me,
Because right now, I don't dare to breathe.
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Jimmy Eat World remains as one of my favourite bands around.
I was in a bad mood today, I don't know why. PMS I suppose, and maybe cos I've been giving alot of thought about alot of things. I really hate it sometimes that I'm a listener. Everyone goes on telling me about themselves and I'm listening, absorbing and trying to put myself in their shoes. Then, I find myself evidently caught in the middle and I can't do any shit about it.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying you can't confide in me. Just that sometimes I seem to only matter this much. Things happen, then resolve, and everyone is okay and happy then I'm forgotten. They say they have no one else to tell this to, well I'm glad at least I am that someone they can come to.
I don't know if I should be happy or sad. I really hate it when I sound as if I need some sort of comfort, cos in all honesty, I don't think anyone will understand and all I need is just some time alone. I always knew things weren't going to be easy for me, but at least I see how God is making me into a stronger being.
Okay, never thought this week would start in this way. Hopefully it'll get better with huge doses of Armor For Sleep and Jimmy Eat World.
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