Monday, December 17, 2007
And well you know it hurts sometimes.
I can't seem to go to bed. I'm stuck listening to either The Killers or random songs such as Welcome to Detroit City. I think I really need to organise my playlists if not I'm gonna be very bored listening to the same thing over and over again.
I thought it wouldn't bother me, at least for now. I thought I have really decided to push aside all that and not fall too deep in anything. But certain things have given me a second thought about where I am now and what I should do. Should I just ignore, or what?? Mai pen rai (it means nevermind in Thai) I don't think there is anything I can take action to anyway.
I don't like this feeling. Its as if I'm stuck in the middle of two paths and I don't know which one I should take. But in this case, I know I'm always only left with the option to just ignore and pretend nothing happened and I'm okay.
On another note, I know I haven't exactly kept in contact with alot of people I used to be close to. Sorry about that, maybe its because of time or maybe I've just been too caught up enjoying life this year. It always hits me that I somehow am not part of the party. I really want to be there, but somehow I either cannot make it or I was just missed out. I miss college life, being in love and even working at cathay with fantastic four. Moments like these always fade, and we only have the photos to help us reminisce. I hate how I'm drifting from several good friends, busy schedules have kept us apart but I hope we can all have a good time of catching up soon.
I'll try to go to bed. I haven't been so bothered in a while, I feel really small. And as usual, the people I need most are never always around me.
I can't seem to go to bed. I'm stuck listening to either The Killers or random songs such as Welcome to Detroit City. I think I really need to organise my playlists if not I'm gonna be very bored listening to the same thing over and over again.
I thought it wouldn't bother me, at least for now. I thought I have really decided to push aside all that and not fall too deep in anything. But certain things have given me a second thought about where I am now and what I should do. Should I just ignore, or what?? Mai pen rai (it means nevermind in Thai) I don't think there is anything I can take action to anyway.
I don't like this feeling. Its as if I'm stuck in the middle of two paths and I don't know which one I should take. But in this case, I know I'm always only left with the option to just ignore and pretend nothing happened and I'm okay.
On another note, I know I haven't exactly kept in contact with alot of people I used to be close to. Sorry about that, maybe its because of time or maybe I've just been too caught up enjoying life this year. It always hits me that I somehow am not part of the party. I really want to be there, but somehow I either cannot make it or I was just missed out. I miss college life, being in love and even working at cathay with fantastic four. Moments like these always fade, and we only have the photos to help us reminisce. I hate how I'm drifting from several good friends, busy schedules have kept us apart but I hope we can all have a good time of catching up soon.
I'll try to go to bed. I haven't been so bothered in a while, I feel really small. And as usual, the people I need most are never always around me.
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