Saturday, January 12, 2008
If you are the red, then I am the green
And when you see the flurry, will you think of me?
If you bring the mountains, I'll be the snow
And if you get tired, I'll be your home.
The sun has somehow soaked up all the energy I had. Other than that, my back is burnt and I'm a little tanner than before.
I was actually writing what I will be sharing on sunday for the mission conference in church. But I couldn't really concentrate so I decided to get back to it later. I mean I don't want to write it for the sake of getting it done asap so that I could do something else, I'd rather write it when I have the time to think through about what I'm going to say.
So, I realised that alot of my friends are attached. Like perpetually almost all those who are pretty close to me are, which once again makes me feel ultra lonely. Its been a long time anyway. I think I have already forgotten how it was like to be together wih someone. Looking back never fails to remind me how innocent and young I used to be, and at that age I thought I was ready for love, ready for whatever that will happen in the future. Haha guess not.
I don't know if I'm ready or not. Maybe I've been lonely for so long that I don't exactly dare to open up to anyone for that matter. I just keep telling myself that I don't need someone yet. Its strange but recently I miss having someone around. Its worse when so many of your friends around you are attached, and worst when they try to introduce you to their friends haha omg seriously. Not that its a bad thing but just makes you feel sad for yourself.
Its nice to imagine being in love, thanks to watching movies like Paris Je'taime and Serendipity. But love just seems so hard to come by, and in my case, I really doubt it will be anytime in the near future. But you know, its okay because now I have school to keep me busy. I guess it will come when the time is right.
Okay I really should try to get my writing done and go get some sleep. I'm kinda exhausted but I won't have much time to do my writing tmr so I better be disciplined and do it now. Bryan's birthday bbq tmr night, followed by sunday church service and me sharing. How exciting haha.
And when you see the flurry, will you think of me?
If you bring the mountains, I'll be the snow
And if you get tired, I'll be your home.
The sun has somehow soaked up all the energy I had. Other than that, my back is burnt and I'm a little tanner than before.
I was actually writing what I will be sharing on sunday for the mission conference in church. But I couldn't really concentrate so I decided to get back to it later. I mean I don't want to write it for the sake of getting it done asap so that I could do something else, I'd rather write it when I have the time to think through about what I'm going to say.
So, I realised that alot of my friends are attached. Like perpetually almost all those who are pretty close to me are, which once again makes me feel ultra lonely. Its been a long time anyway. I think I have already forgotten how it was like to be together wih someone. Looking back never fails to remind me how innocent and young I used to be, and at that age I thought I was ready for love, ready for whatever that will happen in the future. Haha guess not.
I don't know if I'm ready or not. Maybe I've been lonely for so long that I don't exactly dare to open up to anyone for that matter. I just keep telling myself that I don't need someone yet. Its strange but recently I miss having someone around. Its worse when so many of your friends around you are attached, and worst when they try to introduce you to their friends haha omg seriously. Not that its a bad thing but just makes you feel sad for yourself.
Its nice to imagine being in love, thanks to watching movies like Paris Je'taime and Serendipity. But love just seems so hard to come by, and in my case, I really doubt it will be anytime in the near future. But you know, its okay because now I have school to keep me busy. I guess it will come when the time is right.
Okay I really should try to get my writing done and go get some sleep. I'm kinda exhausted but I won't have much time to do my writing tmr so I better be disciplined and do it now. Bryan's birthday bbq tmr night, followed by sunday church service and me sharing. How exciting haha.
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