Saturday, August 16, 2008
No eye has seen.
We all function in separate entities. At the end of the day, nobody is going to be there to support you except God. No doubt, the people around me have been great. Offering help, support, providing me with happiness, joy and giving me strength to pull through bad days. Yeah but I feel like I shouldn't be relying on them, I shouldn't expect anything even how close they are to me. I shouldn't hope for things to go back to the way they were in the beginning, because change is unavoidable and inevitable.
I'm pretty much living in my own world the past few weeks. Somehow I feel more comfortable staying at home, rather than going out to face the world. I don't know if its a good or bad thing because looking through facebook and reading my other friend's blogs, have I realised how much I missed out in life just within this short period of time. It felt like I was looking at the world from a crystal ball. While everyone else is moving on, I'm stagnant.
To be honest, I'm very tired.
Tired of keeping things going, tired of attending lectures, tired of being nice, and having to put up with facades all around me, tired of talking because I prefer to listen anyway, tired of having to be sociable so that people don't think you're unfriendly/scary/weird, tired of being the one to always make a first move.
Just seems like I'm forgotten.
We all function in separate entities. At the end of the day, nobody is going to be there to support you except God. No doubt, the people around me have been great. Offering help, support, providing me with happiness, joy and giving me strength to pull through bad days. Yeah but I feel like I shouldn't be relying on them, I shouldn't expect anything even how close they are to me. I shouldn't hope for things to go back to the way they were in the beginning, because change is unavoidable and inevitable.
I'm pretty much living in my own world the past few weeks. Somehow I feel more comfortable staying at home, rather than going out to face the world. I don't know if its a good or bad thing because looking through facebook and reading my other friend's blogs, have I realised how much I missed out in life just within this short period of time. It felt like I was looking at the world from a crystal ball. While everyone else is moving on, I'm stagnant.
To be honest, I'm very tired.
Tired of keeping things going, tired of attending lectures, tired of being nice, and having to put up with facades all around me, tired of talking because I prefer to listen anyway, tired of having to be sociable so that people don't think you're unfriendly/scary/weird, tired of being the one to always make a first move.
Just seems like I'm forgotten.
Feel.Love.Thinking.Of
DAWN
is 21 OMGZ
gemini
enjoys icecream, baking & sweet treats
graduates in a year and a half
white.black.grey.navy. boringboringboring much?
loves God, and friends
loves music and tigerlily; the 60gb ipod video
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1706 is the day! :D
THESONGS!
M83/graveyard girl
Tilly and the Wall/pot kettle black
Tilly and the Wall/rainbows in the dark
The Jealous Girlfriends/roboxulla
Parachute Band/living rain
Kings of Convenience/misread
Yelle/je veux te voir (club-club version)
New Young Pony Club/the bomb
Hillsong/to the ends of the earth
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MTV 1T37 first intake 1T37 second intake cj bowling
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