Monday, April 27, 2009
None of these faces matter.
I am so tired from all the writing and reading and thinking that all I want to do for the rest of the day is to catch up on sleep. I desperately tried to have a good sleep last night but it was impossible. My mind just constantly had thoughts and I'm pretty sure I was half conscious throughout the night, yknw, like your eyes are closed but your mind is still wandering and dreaming? Its like I could even hear my brother getting up in the middle of the night and knocking my parents room's door for who-knows-what reason. Thats when I realised all this while I wasn't really sleeping.
I feel so miserable. I'm constantly paranoid about getting mind blocks during the exam that I cannot get proper sleep the night before the paper eventhough I try to sleep early. Wth man, its just crazy. My complexion and health are obviously quite in the pits and the last thing I want is to fall sick because I have awesome after-exam plans which I am so looking forward to. So I cannot.fall.sick.
Anyway, I have to say this. I just think some people are so..... fake/weird/whatever. Its so scary cos I'm starting to feel like I can't trust everyone I want to. Well actually its true, I can't, and I don't. I'm not someone who knows what kind of a person you're like on first impression, because most first impressions are sugar-coated. Like a rotten apple in disguise. But when I ultimately see your true being, and how egoistic you are, it really disgusts me. It makes it worse when you try so hard to impress. Like okay whatever.
I think I should do this more often. Venting my dissatisfaction through writing. I feel less sleepy now, and this has the same effect as me drinking green tea. And well it probably also helps me to keep nonsense like that from occupying brain capacity. Okay, bye I'm gonna take a shortshort nap.
I am so tired from all the writing and reading and thinking that all I want to do for the rest of the day is to catch up on sleep. I desperately tried to have a good sleep last night but it was impossible. My mind just constantly had thoughts and I'm pretty sure I was half conscious throughout the night, yknw, like your eyes are closed but your mind is still wandering and dreaming? Its like I could even hear my brother getting up in the middle of the night and knocking my parents room's door for who-knows-what reason. Thats when I realised all this while I wasn't really sleeping.
I feel so miserable. I'm constantly paranoid about getting mind blocks during the exam that I cannot get proper sleep the night before the paper eventhough I try to sleep early. Wth man, its just crazy. My complexion and health are obviously quite in the pits and the last thing I want is to fall sick because I have awesome after-exam plans which I am so looking forward to. So I cannot.fall.sick.
Anyway, I have to say this. I just think some people are so..... fake/weird/whatever. Its so scary cos I'm starting to feel like I can't trust everyone I want to. Well actually its true, I can't, and I don't. I'm not someone who knows what kind of a person you're like on first impression, because most first impressions are sugar-coated. Like a rotten apple in disguise. But when I ultimately see your true being, and how egoistic you are, it really disgusts me. It makes it worse when you try so hard to impress. Like okay whatever.
I think I should do this more often. Venting my dissatisfaction through writing. I feel less sleepy now, and this has the same effect as me drinking green tea. And well it probably also helps me to keep nonsense like that from occupying brain capacity. Okay, bye I'm gonna take a shortshort nap.
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