Thursday, January 06, 2011

You know how people like to recount and reflect on the year that has passed? Yeah I'm going to try and do that.

Firstly, let me say how The Killers cancelling their Singapore concert has made me feel like I'm never going to be able to see them live ever. I was pinning such high hopes on them starting my 2010 with a bang. On the same note, I missed The XX and Florence. How did that happen I do not know. But kudos to a couple of friends who introduced me to new music like Angus and Julia Stone, Beach House, Carolina Liar, and a whole mix of other indie bands. I also discovered Au Revoir Simone, and am in love. Katy Perry and her hotness... enough said.

The academic year was pretty alright. Nothing too tough and I think I did pretty alright. Now that I'm finally out of uni, I feel so lost because I don't know what to do. I actually had a great 3 years in SIM. Besides the fact that there wasn't much of a uni life, I had a group of friends I could rely on. Really hope this bunch will stay for a long time to come. They are a little different from me but they are one of the nicest people I've ever met. We have had alot of good times, including our multiple ktv sessions and trip to Phuket.

On a personal level, I think I was really aimless in 2010. Somehow I was constantly floating and living life as it is. I was faced with a ton of decisions and I couldn't make up my mind. I kept thinking if I was doing the right thing, if this was really the best for me, if I should go on with this choice, if if if. I felt alot of uncertainty, but it gradually got better. Especially ever since I have someone to share my life with, I'm truely thankful for that. He has made me feel like the most important person ever, and sometimes he does too many things for me that I take him for granted. I feel so terrible, but he never fails to reassure and make me laugh. Thank you J.

Nothing ends here. I'm still faced with so many decisions, so many uncertainties, so many problems that I have to eventually solve. Yet admist all this, I can find peace and comfort from God and J. I can feel like I'm in a perfect state of life that I wish time would stop at that moment. Sometimes I like to observe someone, and wish that time would stop so I could notice all the fine details of that person and think of all the wonderful things he/she has done for me. Like in a film where everything is in slow motion.

How I wish my life would be in slow motion. 2011 is definitely not going to slow down for me. But I guess its good in a way because I'm in a lazy state right now which is not going to get me anywhere. I'm going to sign up for driving this wk and continue my job search. They key is to stay optimistic right? How I wish I could go back to my old self 4 years ago. I was much more optimistic then. Oh well, time doesn't stop for anyone and life must go on. Lets just hope 2011 will be so much better.

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